So this is it!...

i don't know what exactly am i supposed to do, i cant change the way i feel inside!
I can only feel an acute sense of loneliness!
my tears begin to fall down my cheeks that ive been trying to hold ,,

I know!. theres nothing i could do, but to accept and respect everything including your decision even your own belief..
now its time to go?? NO! i wont leave! its time to say goodbye? NO! i'm never gonna say goodbye!

i'm just a weak to face the truth but i will try to open my eyes to face the reality and to find my way again even though its "TOO LATE!"

Sana lang makayanan ko lahat ng ito:( kase hindi para sakin ito.. para sayo ito kaya ako nalang ang iiwas. ayokong makita kapang nasasaktan o luluha ulit! tama na satin dalawa, na ako nalang ang masaktan! wag nalang ikaw.. kasi hindi ko lalong kakayanin pag ikaw ang nasaktan.. kahit mahirapan ako kakayanin ko alang alang sayo lit...

But for now I'll look so longingly waiting!
For you to want me, for you to need me, for you to notice me..
- Dashboard Confessional -